let me see your tailfeathers.

See, it hurts me to tell you this
But it kills me to keep it inside

Sunday, January 10, 2010 / 11:59 PM

I would upload pictures from the concert.

But everything is going wrong right now.

I just want to close my eyes and not think about anything.

Unfortunately my mind is not cooperating.

My family is in a huge mess right now.

At least for my cousin's side.

Omfg. It is seriously bad.

I really don't know how to put it in words.

I know she is feeling so bloody horrible now.

I really wish i could do something to help.

I really wish i knew what to do.

And then there is school that is obviously out to claim my life.

It is seriously crazy.

I hope no one makes the same stupid mistake and choose this course.

In addition, my father washed my blanket without my permission.

I know, small matter.

But i get very pissed when people touch my stuff without permission.

Especially stuff that has to do with my comfort and my work.

In short, everything in my room.

I was freaking screaming my head off just now.

I am very very sensitive and short-tempered when it comes to this topic.

And my sinus has been acting up these few days.

I feel the bacteria infection coming back.

My head hurts and i feel feverish.

I don't know why the hell all these are happening all at once.

I am THIS CLOSE to killing myself.

The bottle of chlorine under my kitchen sink never looked this good.

11:59 PM
Wit beyond measure is man's greatest treasure.