I AM DAMN PISSED.
Shit can. I make an effort and this happens.
Whatever lah. I should have expected it anyway.
What was i thinking anyway. How stupid.
I cancelled some of my activities,forfeited some of my fav things
Took out some time, and made an effort
And look what i got.
I guess i shall not have much expectations,or any expectations
For you. For them. For all of you. Anymore.

Wow. I just walked from Tampines Mall to my house.
Which is like damn far for walking distance.
I have blisters on my toes now.
It was really damn far. I thought i'd never make it back home.
Till next morning, that is.
And i was walking when it was midnight.
Super creepy. Had to walk in super dark and foresty areas.
And on highways and in parks too.
Luckily before i got scared to death,MayLing called me
And talked on the phone with me until i reached home.
Otherwise i would have died.
Either from tiredness or fright. Super scary ok.
I'm super tired. Really tired.
I'm not feeling happy either.
I really want to strangle some people.
But what can i do anyway.

I really want to be
Nice and oh-so-happy when i'm with you guys.
But you ppl just never fail to piss me off.
I dun know what's holding me back
Holding me back from making the changes
That will get you guys out of my life.
Maybe its because i believe in 2nd chances.
But how many more 2nd chances can i give...


1:13 AM
Wit beyond measure is man's greatest treasure.

I AM DAMN PISSED.
Shit can. I make an effort and this happens.
Whatever lah. I should have expected it anyway.
What was i thinking anyway. How stupid.
I cancelled some of my activities,forfeited some of my fav things
Took out some time, and made an effort
And look what i got.
I guess i shall not have much expectations,or any expectations
For you. For them. For all of you. Anymore.

Wow. I just walked from Tampines Mall to my house.
Which is like damn far for walking distance.
I have blisters on my toes now.
It was really damn far. I thought i'd never make it back home.
Till next morning, that is.
And i was walking when it was midnight.
Super creepy. Had to walk in super dark and foresty areas.
And on highways and in parks too.
Luckily before i got scared to death,MayLing called me
And talked on the phone with me until i reached home.
Otherwise i would have died.
Either from tiredness or fright. Super scary ok.
I'm super tired. Really tired.
I'm not feeling happy either.
I really want to strangle some people.
But what can i do anyway.

I really want to be
Nice and oh-so-happy when i'm with you guys.
But you ppl just never fail to piss me off.
I dun know what's holding me back
Holding me back from making the changes
That will get you guys out of my life.
Maybe its because i believe in 2nd chances.
But how many more 2nd chances can i give...


1:13 AM
Wit beyond measure is man's greatest treasure.