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See, it hurts me to tell you this
But it kills me to keep it inside
Wednesday, July 04, 2007 / 10:37 PM

I didn't feel like blogging the past few days
All i did besides going to school
Is either sleep or homework
I just don't have the mood to do anything else
Maybe this is doing me some good
My results are picking up
But i don't feel that positive mentally
I'm doing all my homework
And paying attention in class these days
Which is so weird
Its like a cover-up for something
Something not right
But i can't figure it out
Everyday seems to pass by so slowly
My mind is so focused on studying right now
Its like a distraction from something
But what??
I have heard people say
They numb themselves with work
Used to think that was crazy
Now i know.
Everything just seems so boring to me
I can't find my enthusiasm
I can't find my lame-ness
I can't find my happy & talkative self
All i see now is the clock slowly ticking
While time passes away
And i've lost control of my emotions.

Since i'm pretty moody these days
I decided to go back to my old accounts of online games
My maplestory account
Which i entrusted my cousin with
Lost 30 million in mesos and 5-8 million worth of items
My neopets account was pretty boring
Afterall,how much more interesting can it get
When your bank account is the maximum
And you have millions worth of items
In addition to 4 beautifully painted pets
So i decided to check out my powerpets account
Not my best yet
So i decided to work on it
Made quite a big profit
A few millions
But i'm not elite yet
And my goal is to be supreme elite
I'm only one step away from becoming elite
The tough part is the last step
I have to be online for consecutively 5 days
And hatch an evolution egg
Which i tried 3 times but failed
Didn't make it on time
Love my pet.
Its a very adorable deer.
Its a limited edition pet
Only supreme elites can adopt it
I got it from a breeder
Spent quite a huge sum on it
To change its colour is costly enough
4 million to the chocolatecheese colour
I wanted the love colour
But 10 million+
I'm not ready to spend that much yet

Her name is -Kaitana-
So special right?
My goal is to change her colour
To Luau(Island) or Angel or Love

Or maybe i'll just get 3 more pets
But those 3 colours cost way more than 4 million each
And thats alot of money
But i'll get there.

I used to enjoy playing Powerpets
Sadly,its boring to me now
I love to play games
Where trading and making money is important
Now,it seems to bore me

It might be some time until my next post
I don't have to mood to blog
Guess i just need some time alone
Or someone to talk to
I don't know lah
When i have so many things to say
No one listens
When i don't feel like talking
Everyone finds it weird
Lol
I thought my silence would bring peace to some
Which it didn't
But i guess thats a good sign
Its nice to know
That people notice me.



10:37 PM
Wit beyond measure is man's greatest treasure.