See, it hurts me to tell you this
But it kills me to keep it inside
Monday, July 17, 2006 / 10:07 PM
I dun know wats happening to me...i feel totally depressed today...i have no idea why...i didn't really say much in sch today,and some people found that there was something wrong and asked...but i kinda showed the bad side of me to most of them,so i'm really sorry if i upsetted anyone...i just dun feel happy today...its like all the sadness in the world caught up with me,and i dun know why....i had to hold back tears in class and i dun even know why i'm crying....i hope i'm not going crazy...i tried to brighten up at the end of the day,and i only managed a little...
Today nothing much happened. Reached sch by 6.30am to copy homework,then CME,we have to prepare a skit for next week,Biology we had a test and also got back another test. I got 17/40,failed. But i never studied so i wasn't surprised. Besides,i dun really give a damn about almost everything when i'm in a bad mood. And then its Physics,we went to the lab. Christabel and i screwed the whole experiment up with wrong readings but we decided to hand up anyway. The most only do corrections. Besids,i dun care. Then it was maths. We had a test and i think i did pretty well.
I've just finished doing maths homework and my eyes are totally puffy from all the crying. I just feel like doing something stupid but i know that i can't. At least i'm still in the right mind,only wrong emotions. I dun know why i'm feeling like this. Maybe one of the reasons is that my grandfather's death anniversary is approaching. He died last year because he fell down and hit his head hard. He died 2 days before national day. Imagine how awful last year's national day was. My family was supposed to be celebrating instead of holding a funeral. I still miss my grandfather.
They say time will heal all wounds,but i think that its more like we never heal,the most we can do is forget and move on with life,because i still feel just as sad as i was last year.
10:07 PM Wit beyond measure is man's greatest treasure.
See, it hurts me to tell you this
But it kills me to keep it inside
Monday, July 17, 2006 / 10:07 PM
I dun know wats happening to me...i feel totally depressed today...i have no idea why...i didn't really say much in sch today,and some people found that there was something wrong and asked...but i kinda showed the bad side of me to most of them,so i'm really sorry if i upsetted anyone...i just dun feel happy today...its like all the sadness in the world caught up with me,and i dun know why....i had to hold back tears in class and i dun even know why i'm crying....i hope i'm not going crazy...i tried to brighten up at the end of the day,and i only managed a little...
Today nothing much happened. Reached sch by 6.30am to copy homework,then CME,we have to prepare a skit for next week,Biology we had a test and also got back another test. I got 17/40,failed. But i never studied so i wasn't surprised. Besides,i dun really give a damn about almost everything when i'm in a bad mood. And then its Physics,we went to the lab. Christabel and i screwed the whole experiment up with wrong readings but we decided to hand up anyway. The most only do corrections. Besids,i dun care. Then it was maths. We had a test and i think i did pretty well.
I've just finished doing maths homework and my eyes are totally puffy from all the crying. I just feel like doing something stupid but i know that i can't. At least i'm still in the right mind,only wrong emotions. I dun know why i'm feeling like this. Maybe one of the reasons is that my grandfather's death anniversary is approaching. He died last year because he fell down and hit his head hard. He died 2 days before national day. Imagine how awful last year's national day was. My family was supposed to be celebrating instead of holding a funeral. I still miss my grandfather.
They say time will heal all wounds,but i think that its more like we never heal,the most we can do is forget and move on with life,because i still feel just as sad as i was last year.
10:07 PM Wit beyond measure is man's greatest treasure.
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